I'm a 35 year old guy who sexually likes certain things and I like it all the time it's possible but don't know how to feel a Ex at Age 18

I'm 35 white male. I experienced mmf threesome , my girl undressed for friends . Now I'm single but my ax she is 29 and ask him kids it I knew she was really sexual from what I've told so that's what intrigued me to her well well she was everything I usually wanted sexually She literally let me do whatever I wanted to or when I wanted to and only things she didn't do was swallow She let me take some pictures in his videos and and I showed them some friends some guys you know got really good comments back in the comments back and ask questions about senior senior will I do that stuff but so I so I asked I told her what I wanted a told her about I really enjoy male male female 3 sums I know 3 sums I never touched the guy I don't when the guy doesn't touch me ever I'm not in the guys but I'm into watching a guy But that preferences having sex with my girl sharing her with me getting her off and him getting off. I told her many times what I wanted what I liked she let me practice things with her you know and and obviously it was awesome wow well one night was my birthday we went to the strip club cause she's kind of in the girls too it's over there and I said it was her birthday so they took her in the middle of the ring and it took a shirt off which she was wearing a black dress so they pulled or dressed down boots hanging out got you disguised like you know disguised like an ad means how she was happy with the responses cause she had 2 kids she's a little heavier But sexually was amazing well She has 23 tattoos all over her body so so you know they're everywhere well well she will drink it because it's free beer there and the stripper would poop dressed down and crap her boobs and you know stuff like that and she was like in it there was a pool room like football tables and that's where they served the beer when we would take a break from watching we went and drink beer Play pool of it relax no well when she came out of the bathroom she handed me her underwear so she was just wearing a dress we're just wearing a dress you know she has pierced earrings She has pierced nipples she has tattoos everywhere huge one on her chest or everywhere except like many Winter legs she was honest with me although answered her about me sexually she fucked 76 guys before me and don't know why but don't I want to but that really turns me on don't that made me want her more well We had to go outside to smoke so we were also smoking was trying to get a real fired up we've got a couple guys came out there smoking talk and saying they really wouldn't leave out her tattoos on all that and see she's small poop nice though nice though bigger ass butt nice and and like 5' 3A little thicker but some reason I really like that well I ended up pulling her dress down she let me to show her chest tattoo .. as I was saying how she has 2 kids. 2 guys asked to take some pictures of her.. now the bartender came out and said we can do anything in the pool room except smoke. So Inside my girl was extremely flirting.. she was bent over playing pool showing her boobs.. i lifted her dress. There were like 6 guys chilling with us.. I let shizz a black guy touching her ass and her virgina. She thought it was me. She knew I would be ok with everything.. she went to kids me but it was shizz. They kept kissing tho.. they guys had her tweerk for us. She's a dance like that.. as she tweerked guys loving it taking pictures and videos.. my girl was so opened. She was ok with anything.. it was like a new person.. I liked it tho.. now. After getting me a lap dance . Truly I was into my girl with other guys than another girl. . We asked the guy to ching to our house.. after she was making out and grabbing hes dick her followed us home. We didn't realize he's friends were with him 3 other guys.. bad thing. They brought out a pipe. And we smoked it with them.. not sure what it was.. chilling. Kissing, messing with my girl making her horney.. she shat

Said shozz is joining her and I. He's friends can watch and take pictures and videos.. the stuff we smoked maid us extremely horneyer .... now my girl is a sex champ. I realized that sexually She liked being treated like a whore. She is kinda sluty. But I like that. Shizz asked to see her virgina... I slipped her dress off. The comments from the guys excited me more. She sat on the couch with her feet on the couch. Legs opened.. she was fingering her self so took out my dick she started sucking .. I was hard immediately.. she gave me the code when she wants fucked hard as possible.. shizz wanted her bent over.. we started going upstairs. She had the friends touch her and she kissed them making out. Going upstairs it was brought up that the friends wanted to join. His big the one dick is. To make it more exciting we blindfolded my girl.. on her knees both of us making her gage. Forcing her to breath beepthroat us.. we laid her on her back on the bed. Facing the friends.. I fingered her. She was so wet shizz came held her legs to her head my girl at first tried to hide her moaning and face expressions.. I felt weird cuz I wanted to watch everything.. she bent over. Shizz went to the bathroom.. he's friend walked over.. he was licking her pussy and ass. . She loved when he was licking her ass. The guys were saying that they would destroy her pussy that she couldn't handle it.. I asked her to let the other guys touch her and yeah.. she demanded every guy to eat her out. She likes that. Watching them lick her. Kiss her.. touching her body. They loved her ass.. I was getting ready to cum. She rolled over let me cum on her face I was whispering to her to let the other guys to join. She was worried about after words his I e

Would feel about her.. she had the 3 guys back off. She bent over facing us. One by one she pulled their pants off.. and started sucking them taking turns.. on my phone I showed the guys wave I was into . One guy said don't worry they will fuck every hole and Mahe her hurt.. I started fucking her I realized shizz cummed over her pussy.. her pussy was so wet. To be honest. Every guy their dick longer and or thicker than myn.. my girl always said she preferred bigger dicks. Her first fuck. Was my cousin and he's known for a really big dick.. now she was on her side. Legs opened I said guys enjoy and devour.. so I watched closely and her looking in my eyes cumming from fucking guys I love . The guys didn't hold back.. first guy fucking her when he pulled out some and stuck it in her pussy wide opened. He cummed all over her face and boobs. Sticking his dick in her mouth also. As soon he was done see my girl really likes the sexual attention. Bent over guy slapped her ass n said girl your amazing... for some reason I like fucking her after every guy is done. She was riding a guy. It was a long pullout. Long dick.. she never done dp. And no anel for years I never did.. I mentioned dp.. guy with a really thick dick lubed up. Morgan said to do anything to her... he was pushing hard to stick it in her ass.. it was so tight she was screaming. I guess he slipped and ended up sticking his dick in her pussy whe he's friend was fucking her.. she screamed so loud. Saying don't stop. Ggg she actually loved it.. after a bit. Guy cummed over her ass and back. I went over. I slammed my dick in her ass. It was so tight she was screaming as I pounded her. Feeling another dick while doing dp. She constantly saying she liked it . She got off around 13 times.. watching 4 black guys enjoying her and she enjoyingthem. They we dp her pussy. Guy grabbed her dildio. And stuck it in her ass. She almost like died. Listen we took turns cumming for about 5 hours.. she kept up with everyone some how. No one wore condoms. It was sexier that way.. I was saving my self that when they left it was my turn. She was laying on her back. Tired, sore. I was fingering her. I was able to fist her right away very easily. Now. When we fuck. I feel she can't feel my dick.. while fucking she says about the other guys how it felt how bigger they were.. surprisingly Morgan wasn't hurting much the next day.. to get her to cum while fucking I stick almost my hole hand instead her pussy while fucking her. She loves it.. recently my brother stopped by. She wax wearing a tee shirt and nothing else.. my brother walked in the way she was sitting you could see her pussy . Surprisingly her kids dad stopped by fur sing kids stuff. The shirt only went down to her waste. She cut up not thinking walking upstairs with him behind her. I talked to her kids dad showing her pictures to him. Her hadn't had sex for years. We talked her into getting nude. On our bed. Fingering her self. Letting the ex to touch her she started sucking him. He got off so fast in her mouth she let the Cum run out but still kept sucking . Remember my brother is down stairs.. Morgan was really horney she took control. Started kissing him. Dry riding him. My brother said how sexy she is and how he always wanted to fuck her... im q

Watching my fiance nude riding my brother kissing. Touching. He started putting on a condom. She said he didn't have to wear it.. he said he cums 3 to 4 times during sex. .he started fucking her. I was saying that what's myn is my brother's also.. she took the condom off she didn't like it seeing my brother kiss. Touch. Choke. Make her cum. I told him about what she likes sexually. He started to get off. Grabbed her hair he blasted her face. It was like crazy. Lol.

Now. Im single.. I fantasies about my sexual past. I urge to do it. But im worried if I meet a girl. Tell her my sexual desires that she would leave me. So for would I bring it up. How do I find a girl that is into It also? Is it weird that I prefer guys to have a bigger dick than me. And I like fucking her after other guys..? Can you help